screwed up

I did it again.. I believe this is my constant. I mean.. screwing up!

I keep losing everyone and everything I really care of. Once someone said "afraid of losing someone would be the first and maybe the only reason to lose him." couldn't be truer...!

I wasn't fair to you, I was cruel, and I've used each thousand chances you gave me.

I've lost you eventually... Sure I deserved it. Now, I'm done. I don't deserve your friendship at all.

Adieu!